
I also feel very strange about my relation because I do not feel jealous. I will try to explain my state rationally. I feel the absence of jealousy is because, I have faith in my love for her will be the same, immaterial of what she or anyone else does. "Jealousy stems from desire", so does this mean I do not desire for her? Now that is a very interesting development of my argument. The fact is I desire her, I lust for her, and the only difference is I am not satisfied with getting only her body. I want her soul, and I feel that the act of making love with both body and soul can happen only with one person in ones lifetime. I know I am that person for my girl. Therefore, I am sure that there can be no other person who can have my girl like the way I do. This gives me no reason to be jealous of anyone she knows or I know.
Am I not lucky?
Love